Blind Equation - 'killing me' ft Rat Jesu (Official Lyric Video)

PRE-ORDER HERE: https://lnk.to/BlindEquation Chicago, Illinois emotional cybergrind mainstay BLIND EQUATION has announced their much-anticipated sophomore full-length, 'Death Awaits', set for release on September 15 via Prosthetic Records. On their Prosthetic debut, BLIND EQUATION plummets the depths of self-loathing, interpersonal betrayal, anxiety and death itself. Shot & Edited by Ribshot Visuals: https://ribshotvisuals.com/ FB: @Ribshot Visuals IG: @ribshotvisuals https://linktr.ee/blindequation LYRICS: Forever killing me Choking on my own words Hoping that I end up dead Ink hits the paper But there’s nothing that hasn’t been said I try to tell myself That what I’m feeling is alright I invalidate that: “Suffering is daily life” Forever And ever These thoughts won’t leave my mind Forever And ever I’m fucking telling you it’s Killing me (Inside and I don’t reach out) Sever me (From this cloud of self loathing) Can’t spill the vomit inside Can’t stop telling myself lies The world fucking drains my will to be alive Rat Jesu: It's been killing me A feeling of inadequacy A shattered disappointment Wrapped in rags of uncertainty I push my head under the water so that I can feel clean But the blood has stained my soul, I can never be free I can never be free BLIND EQUATION I can never be free Rat Jesu: Abandoned on the pavement Bleeding out, I'm fading away I ask if this is the end But this is everyday BLIND EQUATION Burden to my loved ones I can never fucking fall asleep Headed for disaster No one ever hears me fucking scream Rat Jesu: Suffocating So frustrating Wish that I could end it all I'm just fading Depreciating Nail myself onto a cross Try again, Again again But I don't feel a change at all Try and fail And fall, and spiral Nothing left, can't take it all BLIND EQUATION Forever and ever They eat my soul away Forever and ever They fucking kill me Killing me, sever me Can’t spill the vomit inside, can’t spill the vomit inside Can’t spill Fuck